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18th October today . I'm here in bed ,still feeling dizzy and stuffs . Done too much thinking lately ..
Maybe it's my fault for all these changes . Maybe i didn't know how to take care of people's feelings . Maybe i'm just dumb for this thing . I'm always not good enough for anyone . But what did i lack in this relationship ? Attention ? Trust ? Care ? Well ,maybe i'm just a boring person to him . I don't know how to communicate with him .i don't know anything . What the fuck was i even thinking ? I've tried hard to make things work ,but nothing goes according to plan . Maybe i'm a bit too kind for this . But if i don't care ,i'll end up losing . I'm done crying . I'm done wasting my tears for this . No one cared . They're just there . Keeping feelings do hurt ,but it'll lead to grudges . I tried to speak ..but nothing comes out ..only tears that flowed . I tried to be happy ..but a simple smile can't even appear on my face . Why is it so hard ? I can't even explain what i'm feeling now . I don't know who to blame ...
But to be truthful ,i really miss those times when we were so happy together ..everyday seems so special to me . Now ? I don't know . I'm getting speechless day by day . I hate to fight ,i hate to waste my tears ..but why does it happen all the time ? I'm always afraid of losing him ..i'm always missing him ..but does he feels the same way too ? I'm afraid to ask . Scared to know the answer . But to keep quiet ,you'll never know . I'm just done here ..what else can i do ?
Dyan[A]ndryana
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