What i planned went well today  . I really wanted to talk to him, but since i became speechless  . I start to type it out  . It was pain  . Even i didn't speak out a single word, the tears just flowed. But every single detail that i knew never missed out. It was a relief after telling  . It's like all my burden jst flew away. I was happy for awhile.

If it wasnt myy friends  ,i dont know what i'm doing now.

Somehow today is just like another boring Saturday . Nevermind  . Guess its not working  .