It's been days since i cried  . Guess it's already enough of the feelings i've kept  . Or maybe i'm just not strong enough  . But hey  ,no relationships involves only two person  . Well  ,you can call me being overreacting over these matters but no girls like their guys to treat other girls better than themselves  . And i think it goes the same for the guys  . Ya know that feeling that is like piercing through your heart  ? Hmm  ..it hurts  ,really  .
But what to do  ? Sometimes you have to bear with the pain to avoid conflicts  . Keeping these feelings aren't as easy  . Some people could maintain  ,but some may not and eventually gave up  . I don't know what to feel now either  . Should i be angry or sad  ,or regret or just don't be bother  . I DON'T KNOW  . I don't know who to believe  . I don't know who to trust  . I don't know who to listen  . I've no one to talk to  . Yeah you can say i have close friends  . But don't expect me to list out all my problems and start depending  .
I don't know where did i go wrong and what happened  . Tried to ignore my negative thoughts  ,but it's just that i've been thinking too much lately  . Everything kills me now  . It's as if a sharp imaginary knife is poking through me every now and then  . I tried to remember my mistakes that i've done  . I think ive already stopped doing those stuffs  . I kept quiet these days  . I didn't create troubles  . And i controlled my emotions  . Yes sometimes i do like bursting out in anger  . I feel like punching someone in the face  . I realised  ,no matter what  ,your feeling is just temporary  . What you thought kills you made you stronger  . And your mistakes just made you a better person  . Maybe no one sees the changes  . But it's okay though  . At least i've tried  . Even if no one wants to notice  .