Lovely day  ..and i'm here blogging  .
I've always been so curious about him lately  . His tweets  ,ya know  ..might be or might not be about me  . And sometimes  ,i don't know who is he reffering to  . Ya know that feeling  ? But i don't know whyy i feel that his tweets has an impact on me  . Why am i so sensitive  ? I've made a lot of mistakes to him  ,and i don't know where should i start from  . I miss how all the small little things that we said became so meaningful  ,but the next thing  ,it's just a somewhat boring conversation  . I should agree on him that i am not a fun person  . I don't express myself  ,i'm just there  . Like a statue  . But with him being around  ,i feel much alive than what i'm feeling right now  . Sometimes i just wanna ask  ..but i'm scared it'll caused a fight  ..and it always happens  . Sometimes i'm hoping for something that is just isn't there  . I'm really greatful to have him  . I really do  . But i don't know how to show i appreciate his presence  . I don't know  . What happened  ? That feeling of insecurity y,all i need is him  ..