Have you ever lose someone  ? Someone so close to your heart  ,the one who can make you smile even if the times get rough  ,the one who can entertain all your nonsense and never got tired of it  ? Someone who you trust  . The one you love  . The one you cared for  ...have you felt that feeling of losing someone  ? Maybe you don't  . But i do  ,i was happy with my life till a person changed everything and makes me live in fear  . But who the fuck cares  ? NOBODY bothers about my feelings  . All they do is talked about what they see and spread about what they hear  . In the end  ,became a hot topic  . Fuck it  .
I don't need a life full of fairytales  ,cause they don't fucking exists  . I just need a life where no one will bother me and just understand what i'm feeling  . But nobody asks me how's my day or how's my life going on  . NOBODY FUCKING CARES  ! Now the word 'fucking' is my bestfriend  .