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It's Wednesday ,and the skies are grey . It's 6.17PM . I'm lying on my bed accompanied by my phone .

Jealousy ,anger ,hatred ,lies . Why must this exist ? I don't know . Heartaches ,pain ,scars . Why do these have to hurt ? Why can't i have a life like those fairytales with happy endings ? How i wish fairytales exist in real life . But there's no fairies neither there's magic in this world . Why is life so cruel ? Why is it so unfair ? Why can't i be treated nicely ? Why ?!!

I made mistakes ,people make mistakes . I lie ,they lie . The world i'm living is full of mistakes and lies . But people lives in fantasy . WAKE UP PEOPLE !

When i'm hurt i cry . When i'm happy i smile . When i'm angry i throw tantrums . What is life about ? Shedding tears ? Faking a smile ?

Yeah ,that's what my life is . I cry a river ,i fake a smile ,i'm a complete devil . People talked ,people hate . They know what i did ,but they do not know how my journey goes . I cry for everything . I lie for everything . I make mistakes for everything . I'm not perfect . So do the people out there ...

My Dear Boy ,
If you're reading this ,i just wanted to say i am not perfect . I forget what i promised . I get hurt . Why ? I don't even know the reason why . I love you ,i stayed because of you ,i don't wanna lose you . What more ? I make mistakes . Yes ,i'm sorry . You make mistakes too . I forgive everything . No matter how much it hurts me ,i love you still .

P/s : I never stopped loving you .

When life gets tough ,smile ~

Dyan[A]ndryana

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